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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

~D.U.G.A.A.N L.A.G.I~


~hai misser D.U.R.I.A.N..napela goda saye~

~nak makan durian~
harini tokwan aku buat pulut durian..wooooo..sgt terduga..dgn bau nye yg 1km aku da boley trace..adeh...tp aku mmg xbrani mkn pon..dulu pun pas aku operate pnah mkn durian..bernanah kot..grrr...tanak....aku rela tahan...

harini aku hampir curi-curi mkn nc goreng mak buat..haisyy..napela di saat2 nak abes pantang ni makin kuat dugaan..adeh,mybe bg korang yg bce.."alaa..nc goreng je..tupun tergoda ke?"
hahaha..bg korang yg mmg hari2 bfast dgn mcm2 jnis mknn mmg la..cam aku ni aa..hm,bubur bayam je hr2..naseb de fishball..de apple jgk,kalo x..mati keringla aku..bru je td..aku google breast fibroid adenoma..hehehe,b4 ni aku xberani nk tgok..tp,hrni cam boring tatau nk buat ape,so aku search la..

WOW!


-Why Should We Worry About Breast Fibroadenomas-

Any analysis of the associations of fibroadenomas with breast cancer must address two main questions: whether or not a fibroadenoma is a marker for increased risk of breast cancer, and whether or not breast cancer can evolve from the epithelial component of a fibroadenoma.
*nanges la nik ili pas bce ni..huhuhuhu..
then..aku cont bce lg...
This term applies to fibroadenomas having the histologic characteristic of being more than 3 mm in diameter, or with elements of sclerosing adenosis, epithelial calcifications, or papillary apocrine metaplasia, which were associated with a 3.1 elevated risk of breast cancer. Proliferative changes in the parenchyma adjacent to the fibroadenoma were related to a further increase of the risk to 3.88. The relative risk for women with a familial history of breast cancer and complex fibroadenoma was 3.72, compared with control women with a family history of breast cancer without fibroadenoma. In these studies, women with noncomplex fibroadenomas and no family history of breast cancer were not at a greater risk of breast cancer...
-END-

xpela..dugaan kan..aku terima dgn hati yg terbuka..aku ade kekuatan len..aku ade suami yg aku syg,aku ade family..n kwn yg non stop bg aku semangat..so..no need to cry act..tp tu la..xley nk tpu perasaan sendiri yg aku sebnrye..TAKOT!hahaha..takut bile ingt blik time aku operate time tu..erm,serius sakit time jarum nk masukkan bius..sakit yg aku xpenah rase..xsangka plak aku sakit rupenya bila nk cucuk ubat tahan sakit tu..hahahaha..ili..ili...

aku bertuah sebnarnye,dapat kawen dgn naim..die sgt2 baik..aku bersyukur sgt sebab dpt family bru yg sgt2 caring..*walopun da lame kenal..skg,mmg da betul2 sah..me now..1 of them..alhamdulillah...family naim yg bawak aku berubat..semua akak2 aku (akak2 naim) byk bg semangat..nt ade mase nk p ajak kak yaya p check skali..die pon excited nk check..yela,xrugi pun p check sje2..mak naim sgggup stay kl beberapa hri sbb tmankan aku..n masakkan makanan pantang sye plus buatkan kuih special sye time pantang..thanks ma..i love u all!
mak n ayah aku salu pesan kt aku..jga mkn (sebab die tau anak sulung die ni degil)hahaha..makcik2 aku..semua xputus2 kc semangat..harini pon mak aku buatkan kuih yg aku boley mkn time pntg..lebey kurang yg mcm ma aku masak hritu..bersyukur sebab ramai sygkan aku...

naim balik jumaatni..harini bru hr rabu..lame lagi nk kna tggu,semalam aku susah btul nk tdo..nape ntah..pas pantang ni,naim da janji aku mcm2..nt aku boley mkn...

  • mkn kt cherana (timeni la aku nk ganti puasa yg de balance lg)
  • mkn spaggheti yg naim sendiri masak..
then yg ni aku plak teringin sgt2 nk mkn....
  • aku nk mkn mushy chicken recipe mimo*kalo mimo boley tulun masakkan..lg besy..hahahaha
  • nk sgt sgt..mkn KFC..hahahaha...
  • nk mkn fried celepong's...*da jatuh hati gile dgn mknn ni...
  • nk mkn wedges kicap juju..
  • nk mkn sup potato soup+egg sara...
  • dan mcm2 lagi..kalo aku nk listkan sumenye..hahaha..xkan habes kot..:P
p/s: lamenye nk tggu time aku boley implement sume pe yg aku trgin ni..:P



Tuesday, July 6, 2010

~today~

~WITH LOVE FOR YOU~

I been trying maself to stay positive but sometimes I just feel too weak to gain more positive energy to flow inside ma vain. Yes, I feel so shaky today n I just feel so weak. I need to release so that tomorrow I will be back to normal self again. I thought I can write this without crying but then I afraid I can't.... I need to release. I am just so thankful that my laptop comes to life again because if not may be I been crying more. for now....Ma blog becomes ma outlet especially when I am feeling sad and so alone. At least here it's as if I'm talking to someone by just typing what I really feel...

*i miss u naim.....
*i miss u naim.....
*i miss u naim.....
*i miss u naim.....

I probably just miss my hubby so much.....!




ho ho ho...It's time to look good and feel good! Let's forget about any fibroidenoma, appendix scam or any problems that might ruin ma day.Ill deserve to be happy no matter what is ma status in life. I do understand that it is not always a beautiful day but being happy is always ma choice.

So..i noe tat i ve to ~~~> look good and feel good! This positive outlook will always help me see da brightest side of da day rather than focus ma energy in things tat will ruin ma day. N i noe tat happiness is free n in fact i will neva buy it in any stores in this planet. This only resides in ma heart and in ma mind.

iliey ~~~>Look good and feel good! yess!


even tho.....Am vegetarian again----->but I feel great about it ..

(sayur sawi+fishball+buburnasi)

damn..shit the only thing I will miss out on are the amazing eco meals at Burger King and Mc Donalds but I don't mind spending a little more to buy myself a veggie burger*act aku buat sendiri je!hahahaha..

(roti benggali+sawi+fishcake)


p/s: memang xsedap lansong..:(

So Happy Vegetarianism to me!Enjoy eating:)



~im waiting for da results~

byk aku nk kena hold..delay..there is too much procrastinate act..misser fibroidadenoma,can u plz..help me by saying a BIGGGGA BYE to me...can u..can u..can u misser?

i noe u cant..

T__T

but im still hoping tat..u will..

*__*

ma BIGGA HOPE!!
d
are me??

another things..im waiting for da meeting of MR NAIM n MR RAZI..hopefully, everything gonna b OKEY!
another hope:GUD NEWS from Mr NAIM...

Monday, July 5, 2010

for you..ma soul..



WEDDING DAY!!
The morning begins with a rainbow..
The cake arrives. The flowers arrive. My bouquet is not what I wanted though! Ahh!!! My friends run to the market and grab more flowers, and I get to rearrange my own bouquet, which is what I always wanted to do anyway! The girls dress me up and do my hair. We all have gardenias in our hair. We drive over to the wedding site together...~lalalala...
I am so lucky to have such a beautiful family of friends. And now I am a married woman! And the wedding is done!!! No more intense wedding website emails, no more waiting, no more stressing over guest lists. It's done! Some people say marriage isn't a big deal, it's just a piece of paper. But I have to say, for myself, and for Naim, as soon as we were "Man & Wife" we both felt an immediate, and wonderful change. It's subtle, and sort of hard to explain...but it's just the best feeling.


~excited~

can't tell you how many times I've tried to post something, but I just go totally blank..hahahaha..dunno y..
act..by creating tis lubby blogs..juz for suke2..sebab da agak boring dgn fb..dr dulu nk create,tp sedar dri mmg pemalas dlm bab typing ni..


E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!


coz....HELLO!! I am coming to bangi n staying wif my luvly hubby~MR NAIM

in july and i am very E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!

I need to find a job that would be flexible with my situation.. is this possible? Can i find a babysitting type job without having working papers?hahahaha..LOL!
i cant waiting for living together wif him..erm..preparing breakfast~da 1st thing i ll think of..