Assalamualaikum n a very happy Thursday to you, you, and you!

*Wipes off dusts on this blog* heee.. here I am, fresh n super duper excited to welcome da new month with a new blogpost hee! How have ya'll been doing? Goshhh I miss blogging so much! I just want to let u all know that february has been nice to me, n I hope march will be even better! I've learnt so much in da past month, which includes, whatever happens, family comes first, n nothing can ever break a family tie... n there is room for improvement, everyday! Learn from ur mistakes n move on with a better spirit in ur heart..chewaaaahh..

act,bulan ni agak sedih sikitla sebab,me terpaksa berjauhan dengan keisha..aurghhh,kalaula dapat bawak baby p office :)

tp takpe,mak pesan..bila kita sedih,jangan terlalu fikirkan 'rasa sedih tu'sama mcm bila kita sakit..kalo kita makin fikir..makin sakit,makin sedih...*tear drops...

okeh..xpela..keisha bukan jauh sgt pon,4jam dah smpai,kalau papa jadi ambik moto tu,mommy rela rempit even 3 hari sekali pon..ape ade hal kan papa..barula lg cepat kurus..tehehehe..takpe,janji sayang mommy n papa selamat kat sana..memang 1000% xcaye lansong kat taska..maid lagi toksah cakap la kalo xde sesape nak monitor..cctv?urghhh...boleh blah la..bibik sekarang bukan bodo2 alam punye..hmmm,dari menangis kemudian hari...baiklah aku menangis even hari2 just sebab keisha jauh sket..insyaallah,keisha selamat ngn wan mommy n papa,baba n aki kat sane k..syg keisha!now keisha tengah tido,bru lepas shower n susu..bkn nk bangga ngn anak sendiri ke ape,tp alhamdulillah,keisha sgt senang dijaga..alhamdulillah..even die xtdo mata kelip2 pon,die cde nak mngis ke ape ke..setakat harini la..semoga anak mommy sentiasa jadi anak yang baik..solehah..dan bijak pandai eh...mmmuaaahh!sayam sket!around 14 or 15 nt dah start keje balik..sedikit rasa malas..ehehehe..dah lame sangat cutinye..a month before due date,n 2 months afta deliver...toki doki aku kat umah..so,rutin akan back to normal...keje..keje keje..harap dpt kurus dgn lebih cepat...sebelom majlis berendoi keisha..hmmm..i hope so..act last month agak menaikkan darah jugak sbb BB lame aku rosak..keypad *so u guys boleh teka nape keypad boleh rosak..?hehehe...2 hari rosak gile selebet aku xdpt nk BBM bla2..naim bwk p repair,tp kan..kan..kan..lepas repair tu ade org tu belikan kita BB baru,hehehe..even black kaler pon,syg suke..sukee sgt!kesian plak kat en suami selepas mendapat tahu bahawasanya si isteri tak berapa berkenan dgn black kaler,so nextweek si suami akan bawa isteri carik BB white kaler jugak,tehehehe...terima kasih sayang...so yg black kaler si suami akan gune since BB si suami pon ade org nak beli... :)

so for this month..wuttodo??

Devoting maself to Allah, be a better Muslimah, n recite da Quran as much as I can..insyaallah..Catch up on ma reading,Read, read, read n brush up on ma vocabs .sign up in a gym n get fit..ma target!!!!!ma target...45 kg!now 55kg..cepat lah dapat 45 tu..sobbs..hmm..

last month ramai sangat kawan2 yg dtg tgok keisha..again..mcm xcye sbb dah jadi mommy..n i love to be called 'mommy' okeh...even dah jadi mommy pon..me still da same person who loves karaoke,chitchatting,gossiping n everything ing ing thingy!who loves LOVE,n who loves LMFAO (secretly..hehehe), n so much more...Yeah, yeah, you get the idea, right? Sorry for party rockin'. Okay I really need to stop listening to LMFAO now.. hahaha..ni naim pon ala2 tatau sgt..sbb nye,bila dgr skli ngn die esp dlm kete,die yg mcm trlbih suke ngn lagu ni,so,i just buat2 biasa je la..agagaga..okey motif????

harini dah hari yang ke48 act..urm,hari yang ke 45 naim dah bawak me n keisha jalan2,xkemana pon,p mines 1jam 44min,keisha sungguh baik..xde nak merengek ke ape,time kitorang singgah makan pon die boleh tido ngn nyenyaknye dalam stroller * (tq aunty ice n asyu hadiahkan stroller untuk keisha) even bising gile....alhamdulillah..balik tu singgah umah mak rose,melawat mak rose..sedih bila tgok muka beliau,harap2 mak rose diberikan kekuatan untuk menempuhi segalanya..semoga diberikan ketabahan..kecekalan untuk hari2 yang mendatang...insyaallah..sedih sbb aku dah anggap mak rose mcm mak sendiri,yelah,mase preggy dlu,die suke tanye ade mengidam nak mkn pape x..mesti nak masakkan..Ya Allah..Kau makbulkanlah doaku Ya Allah..alhamdulillah,lepas bwk jmpa keisha tu,rasa happy sgt sbb mak rose cakap keisha budak baik,cantik..pandai..mulut orang tua kita kan doa..?insyaallah...

before singgah umah mak rose smpat shopping kat secret place dlu,puas hati tp mau pergi lagi...tq papa sebab tengokkan keisha mase mommy tengah lepas gian shopping eh :) *agak menyesal sket online shopping terlalu banyak... vs now tak sabar nak dapat kan sume item :O xde ape nak update da..

Alright then

i'll be back.

regularly.

soon.

:)

With Allah swt help and blessings, I`m confident 2012 will be a GREAT year!!!!! *

p/s:In telling ma story, I don’t want to turn pregnant ladies off because I think da story is still a good one...Good not only because I have a healthy n happy baby, but also good because I learned a lot that might be useful for expecting moms..so here we go..

I had an all-natural birth n I thought it was awesome!BUT... because I think natural-birth is great, doesn't mean that it's for everyone..janji selamat..xkisah c-sec or normal..janji both mommy ngan baby selamat dan sihat...end disclaimer and on with da story..It all started in da early hours of Saturday, January 14...tp sehari sebelom tu dah start ade contractions n dah start bleeding..terus call naim suh balik :)

So here`s what`s going on sepanjang *detik2 nak lahirkan baby keisha :)

January 14
Around 4:00 a.m. ma contractions started. I'd been feeling a little bit "crampy" da day before, but didn't really think anything of it, since it wasn't painful....cuma bangun kencing dah berapa kali tak terkiralah kan,sampaikan bila aku dah duk lame sgt dlm toilet,ayah dah bising kt luar...syg sungguh ayah kat anak die ye..hehehe,naim pon gelisah sgt,risau aku dah start sakit..plus die berdebar nnti nak masuk labour room skli..lalala...I sent a text to ma ceksu (macik) to let her know what was going on n she texted me back saying that I should go back to sleep n call her in da morning to see how things were progressing. ..Was she serious??tp tapela..sbb ceksu kan bidan..hehe..so I tried to sleep for another half an hour, but by that time da contractions has intensified,1 rumah bangun n mak dah siapkan nasi goreng untuk aku n naim awal2 lg...terima kasih mak!syg mak sgt2!naim pon dah siap mandi sume...time ni aku still rase mcm xpcaye yg dah mcm smpai mase nk deliver baby..hanya Tuhan yg tau mcm mane perasaan aku..serius..suka ade,takut lgilah ade..haih..During this time naim ran around da house collecting all of da things we'd need to take with us,sume naim yang buatkan sbb aku mmg xdpt byk gerak pon..die pon sebok suh aku baring je.....so aku just rilex2 kat bilik je..muka naim dah nampak risau gile..hehehe,takut ye nak teman syg deliver nanti..ekeke...
lam 730 am gerak p hosp,before gerak sempat lg men kejar2 ngn si cici..terlepas keluar rumah plak si kecik ni..dlm 15 min jgk naim n ayah crikan cici..adeh.....bila dah smpai hosp,ceksu pon dah masuk shift die dah..tunggu punye tunggu (mase nilah dpt tgok mcm2 gelagat org nk beranak n tgah duk *enjoy*contractions..errrhhh..seram ok)..sembang2 n lepak ngn macik aku dlu,then kejap2 aku bgun lepak ngn naim...aku tau time ni beliau sgt2 nk try to make me feel relax aje....tq syg..hmm,dlm kol 9lebih mcm tu..I was admitted to bilik mawar,bed no 3,sedih sbb xdpt blik umah,tp xpe..demi keselamatan baby,anything for u syg,so mase inform kat naim,aku nampak kerisauan dimata die,tiba2 rasa syahdu...syg sgt2 berterima kasih pada abg sbb byk sgt2 mmbantu,dr awal mengandung sampaila ke saat2 kelahiran,dari mula2 tau positif semua benda dah start,xdpt bau mcm2,xdpt mkn mcm2,xdpt buat mcm2,smpai lah nk deliver xdpt nk gerak byk...abg sgt2 byk tolong syg...masakkan untuk syg,kemaskan rumah kita..layankan karenah syg...yg kdg2 xlogik tu..terima kasih ye abg...sampaikan syg rse,*mampuke aku buat ape yg suami aku buat sekarang kalau ditakdirkan aku sebagai seorang suami..*
Syg bersyukur sbb jodoh bersama abg,kenal abg...dpt memiliki suami mcm abg..sbb syg tau..bkn semua lelaki mampu laksanakan ape yg abg dah buat..bukan semua suami dpt lakukan ape yg abg dah tunaikan.. Cinta,kasih syg abg pada syg mmg dah terbukti...dari dulu..tp layanan abg pada syg sepanjang keisha dalam kandungan...buat kasih syg pada abg semakin bertambah,cinta abg pada syg yg melimpah ruah buat syg betul2 sujud bersyukur pada Nya..alhamdulillah...semoga berkekalan sampai syurga hendaknya....
hehe..jum cont cite..around noon, I started feeling a little defeated.. Ma contractions didn't seem to be getting any closer together *sakit main2 bak kata mak mertua aku ..they were still 3-5 minutes apart. .. *da time in between contractions is amazing...I had read before that I would get "rests" in between contractions, but I figured that it would be kind of like when u stub ur toe...after a bit, da immediate pain goes away, but there's still da slight throbbing of where da pain occurred, but no...da resting time in between contractions is AMAZING...tp bila sakit tu dtg balik..hanya Allah swt yg MAHA MENGETAHUI...YA ALLAH..ALLAH MAHA BESAR..
So dari mula check in sampai ke malam...
ma suprise, da pain makin sakit,makin sakit..I don't know whether is it because ma pain tolerance has increased or because of ketuban darah..sakit..sangat..sangat..tp aku tahan sampailah ke malam..naim n family xputus dtg bagi semangat...dan sgt buat aku makin semangat nk deliver cpt2..last check 1cm mase mula2 check in pagi tu...tp dlm skit2 tu..makan still selera,hehehe..mak mertua kesayangan bawakkan ayam masak kicap,sambal udang n kari ayam special...sedappp..ptg plak,aku request mak ngn ayah belikan pau..Mkn dan makan..makan dan makan..
Lepak atas katil,tahan sakit..n sembang ngn kak fiza,facebooking..twitter sambil mulut tak henti dgn bacaan surah2 amalan masa mengandung dan ayat2 untuk mudahkan bersalin...sakit mmg brtmbh,tp malas nk 'check jalan'hehehe,so tahan punya tahan....

around 11.30 pm-130 am
Sampaila tahap sangat2 xtahan..aku terus p check jalan,wow,da 3cm...balik ke katil,xdpt duk diam,minum air zamzam,sapu minyak selusuh,bace ayat2 amalan..then...mase ni kak nass ade call,sempat sembang kejap je sbb dah semput n sgt dah xtahan..

145am
Ok..sgt xtahan,so p check jalan lagi,nurse terkejut gile sbb aku tahan sakit sampai dah 6cm...!mane aku tau...
Nurse terus bawak masuk labour room ngn wheelchair,then mase otw ke labour room aku cpt2 call naim...sbb die balik umah kejap..*(nasib baik umah mertua belakang hosp je..)*Die mcm xcaye...huhuhu..abg oh abg..sgt comel bila syg tengah ckp dah nak deliver tapi abg boleh tanye *betul ke ni,betul ke ni..kalo dekat2 time tu syg cubit abg kuat2 tau!
I was brought to labour room...Dilation 7 cm...What a fast progress!
Mase ni aku tgok jam lam labour room tepat kol 2 am...
Water bag was broken,nurse yg tlg buatkan,xsmpt nk call makcik aku nk suh die conduct baby pon..hehehe...Then,dilation from 7,8,9,10 cm..
Suddenly I feel da urge to push,before naim masuk,aku dah start push,nurse mintak hold dlu..oo mmg xla kan.....right after naim masuk n letakkan tangan die kat ubun2 aku...serius masa tu aku ingat pesanan si mommy ammar..*fikir sakit ni nikmat,sakit ni pengorbanan yg paling indah untuk suami tercinta..so smgt tu sgt dtg plus xsbr nk tgok muka baby,tips ni sgt2 lah berkesan sbb buat kite lupe rasa sakit,sbb rasa xsbr nk deliver tu dah atasi rasa sakit contractions....tq for sharing yatie..
da nurse checked on ma cervix. "Ok, dah ready.." and she told me,teran lg ili.. i could not bear da need to push any longer for da 2nd time..so..push jela,mase tu dgr suara naim bagi semangat xputus2,terima kasih sayang...
What happened next was really strange,hahaha,I heard maself *erggghhhhhhhhhhhhh**erggghhhhhhh*...I didn't know I was going to...but I just took a huge breath, squeezed ma eyes closed, n put every bit of strength I had into pushing with all ma might,n then, whoosh! da baby slithered out like a slippery fish...It was such a funny, unexpected, amazing, thrilling feeling...tp naim ade cakap aku tersenyum masa ni,fuhh,mau xsenyumm bila dgr suara keisha nangis...mcm xpercaya baby dah selamat keluar!then bila aku pandang muka naim yg sgt2 excited dpt tgok baby keluar tu..tetiba terpikir...
Tak sangka budak comot yang aku kenal dari darjah 5 ni sekarang tengah temankan aku dalam labour room!tengah duk kasi semangat suh aku push,serius mcm xpercaya cptnye masa berlalu sbb rase mcm baru smlm je kawen!hahaha...

At 2.26 am
2x push...Our one & only princess was born! She is a healthy baby..alhamdulillah...aku ingat lagi muka naim mase baby dah selamat keluar,senyuman die,hanya Allah swt yg tau...*anak kita selamat dah syg..comel sgt...terima kasih syg..*kata2 naim buat aku sgt2 lega,1st time dpt peluk keisha masa naim letakkan kat atas dada..gembira dalam hatini..xterungkap dgn kata2, bulatje mata keisha mase naim bisikkan kan azan dan iqamat kt telinga die...alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...terasa hilang segala kesakitan tatkala memandang bukti cinta kami..hangatnye ciuman dari seorang suami masa tu membuatkan aku rasa..seolah2 kami berdua yg paling bahagia dgn kehadiran cinta hati si keisha...keisha,mommy dan papa syg keisha sgt!
Suke sgt tgok masa naim pegang baby n panggil2 baby dgn name keisha...act,dr dlm perut pon kitorang dah panggil name keisha...hehehehe...Mommy syg keisha..syg syg abg sgt...i love both of u so muchh!Melahirkan *bukti cinta antara suami dan isteri...bukan mudah..*Was it hard work? Yes!! But, was it worth it? Absolutely!I would without hesitation do it exactly da same way da next time around...hehe,insyaallah..
Welcome to da family, ma dear Keisha... You are our precious gem that mommy n papa have been waiting for. You complete us...love u so much syg...

Name : Keisha Malaeka binti Mohd Naim....
DOB : 15 January 2012,a day after due date..
Weight at Birth : 3.07 kg
Length at Birth : 52cms

*Suara dia boleh tahan..lantang..reminds me a lot of naim...Hehehe..

ok..wallpaper lappy,ipad,and both papa n mommy nye bb dah tukar gambar keisha ok!

we love u sayang..!

Day 24,keisha siap2 nak balik from umah wan papa to umah wan mommy!

mata keisha still nampak swollen ag...sembap je kan on her 1st day..tp serius,doc pon tegur,*mata anak awak ni bulat terkedip2 mcm budak umo sebulan..bukan sehari..*

okey...batman+superman vs powerpuff girls!!hoppppp hopppppp yeahh!

tq sume...!!!!

thanks for coming sume..sorry sbb ade yg xsempat snap mase dtg eh, :(

Sent from my iPad

My husband and our unborn child is so precious to me!

Feeling good. ..sgt brselera..now dah 65 kg..houuh..
Although I do feel like I get tired easily...bukan malas tau....I cannot stay still for long at all...kaki pon dah swollen,smpai mcm kaki gajah,muahaha..
Having braxton hicks contractions a couple times a day...fake contraction..yg ni mase 1st kena..sgt menakutkan,,ingtkan dah smpai mase,rupenye..fake contraction saje,hehehe..
Sleeping well...Maybe a little too well..
I am pretty sure I don't move at all..When I wake up to go to da bathroom I am still on da same side I fell asleep on..da masuk 34 weeks lagi mr husband akan bangun sekali temankan saye ke toilet..:) tq abg..
Still amazed at all the movement this baby does. I love watching my stomach when you can see it from the outside. It never seems to gets old. It is just a miracle that there is a little human inside..Alhamdulillah..syukur..
Constantly entertained by stranger's comments...It is fun that strangers usually strike up a conversation about pregnancy or ask me when I'm due, etc...
Sometimes people like to guess what I am having..hehehe..hehehe,dah 2 x confirm dah pun :)
I can't believe it is getting so close to her due date!da latest checkup doc kate,uri dah matang,if nak deliver sekarang pon boleh..hehehe...anytime from now...seriously xsabar...harini mr husbandp belikan set bersalin,hm...rindu sungguh saye pada beliau...berjauhan buat saye sangat emo.. :( * to be safe,let's blame it all on da hormon!i'm human after all..
kesian naim melayan perangai mak buyung ni..hehehe..ma hubby always has been a great guy,neva complaint,not even once,i am so lucky to marry him..it's become more exciting becoz baby appears to be responding to Naim's questions n comments!air mata ni asyik nak jatuh je stiap kali he talks to our unborn child..rase sangat-sangat,,sekejap nye mase berlalu,dr zmn berkawan,zmn skolah..zmn bercinta,berkahwin n now dah ade zuriat pewaris beliau..hm,i wish u r here syg,or i am there,,gile rindu ma hommies!!miss u badly!!!

ma daily schedule

so here is ma daily schedule:

a.m

1. sleep in till whenever I want..

2. eat breakfast byk2..

3. godek ipad till ma eyeballs go dry..

4. play games if there's nothing nice on TV...

5. eat snacks,layan you tube...

6. zzzzzzz...

afternoon

1. watch TV...

2. godek ipad lagi...

3. eat lunch while reading any novels...

4. watch some more TV...

5. nap...

pm

1. watch TV (officially a couch potato)...

2. eat snacks...lalala...

3. spend time wif family...

4. eat dinner...

5. stay up while watching whatever there is on the TV...

so yeah, basically thats all I do...there's nothing to go out to in ma hometown, with a slow internet connection, I've been feeling lazy to go online..yelah,da terbiasa ngan unifi,now gune P1 Wimax,erghhh...plus,dpt jmpa naim skali sminggu saje...xsabar nk jmpa beliau jumaat ni..

anyway, yeah, its been really boring but, having da luxury to just relax n spend some time wif ma family, its priceless~

I'm officially unemployed now!

Ma belly has grown bigger now n I'm starting to get uncomfortable from da weight & da pressure of my belly...

Ma back is killing me! Literally!!

I feel like a disabled n helpless, and it's driving me mad!! So much to do n I just can't do it...

I think ma baby has dropped down, I don't know if the head has engaged I will need the doctor to tell me by using ultrasound scan...

I can't tell if da pain comes from da head rubbing da pelvic floor muscles or if it comes from ma back problem...

I do notice that from around early 33 weeks ma heartburn seemed to ease down...

Oh, I've gained 16 kg now... Poor ma back & pelvis...from 44kg n now 60

I'm officially unemployed now I have more time to put ma feet up & relax...

Until I get bored, of course, then I'll find something to do..30 more days ++ to go now..

I stay home most of da time which driving me crazy.

Now I'm proud to so that I've experienced something I thought I wouldn't,BOREDOM!

But, hey.. I shall enjoy it !!coz Soon da little one will not let me have time for ma own as per ma mom,ma mil n

kak nass always said,so here I am bored as hell but happy... :D

32 weeks same dengan 8 bulan

smlm p check up...baby sihat alhamdulillah,as per wut doc said,baby da getting lower,position normal,n air ketuban banyak.....n today I am 32 weeks n 1 day pregnant...this means I have a minimum of 4 weeks n a maximum of 8 weeks to give birth if she is not overdue...It's actually really exciting n I can't quite believe that I am going to be a mummy very soon. :)
Each week ma bump is getting bigger n it's becoming harder to move about, I'm still fine but mmg bloated je xkira masa...All is good apart from da occasional heartburn n shortness of breath, I just can't wait to meet the little one! excited..tp agak nebes..hehehe..harini kat opis..jmpa dgn Boss tersayang.. ma lovely boss approved ma new request for maternity leave...Thank u Sha..so..ma last day will be on next Wednesday. .:Yippee:. I'm praying this isn't too early...I'm going to spend da time before she arrives relaxing n doing any last minute preparations...yg paling mummy excited nk deco bilik baby,tp maybe xdpt nk buat byk bnda..just kasi idea kat papa je..so,yg implement,yg buat sume papa ye..
erm..harini paling teruk smpai rasa mcm nak mintak balik..tp bertahan..n now da 3.18,i think,sayang nak balik...MC,malam ni if teruk lagi baru p clinic...
aurgh..semputttt aje...sampai naim suke perli,sbb tarik nafas je ade sound kan..hahaha..sorry ye..mummy da jadik dragon...
benda yg paling menakutkan...I have been having a few contractions da past couple of days.. takut mula2,then call mak..mak cakap tu normal,unless kalo xde buat pape then tetiba sakit ..itu mmg labour pain...urm,kuss semangat.....nanti ade masa update lagi... :)

May Allah swt bless all ur kindness...ameen..

Well hello everyone :p Blogging seems not tat fun anymore n it has nothing to do wif pregnancy hormones.
But still, i love reading others…n yes, facebook is a medium for me to play games n twitter is ma private gossip corner…hehehe..
So, I'm not that good wif strangers nowadays…Life has been good, semalam makan sate sedap dekat taman dato harun,PJ,p sane lepak ngn ice,asyu,kak lang n jumpa along ambik barang2 baby….along,tq tq tq sgt sbb sponsor byk sgt da things yg we definitely need!!!mcm sleep suits,sleeved suits,short sleeved suits,rompers,socks,hat,mittens and bootees (ngehh..these disappear quickly),baby hood,BABY CAR SEAT,BABY BOUNCER…Byk lg n ade yg ili sendiri tatau ape name pon..hehehe… tq along..tq sgt2…kitorang sgt2 menghargai nya.. love u along..so bila tgok dgn ape yg kitorang da beli ngn ape yg along kasi semuanye da complete..tq to yaya n mimo jugak untuk rompers yg sgt2 comel2…alhamdulillah,rezeki baby sgt murah...
Now that 7 months n a half have flew by, we need to sort out what we REALLY need for our new arrival n for me after birth. So me n naim have outlined FEW list to give us an idea of what we need.. now,tgah planning nk deco bilik baby,hehehe… sumenye akan settle hasil dr titik peluh mummy n papa saje..special tak baby…kan lebih sweet?mummy akan kuarkan sume creativity yg ade ni..bia bilik baby cantik..okey?now kat opis,act,agak pening kepala..td boss ade tegur,tanye nape mata merah n berair mcm sesema…aku ckp ok je..act pening pon mmg xteruk sgt,just rase berdenyut2 sket je..sbb mmg da tau..malam nt msti demam ni..p/s: again alhamdulillah i would like to thank to everyone that has been kind enough to belikan,n kasi kat kitorang all this brg2 baby,,sampai we didnt have to buy any of these..May Allah swt bless all ur kindness...ameen..
Pitcha akan di upload afta da done wif 2nd round pre wash session..

10 weeks left,dubdabdubdab

Some of u have asked why I haven't posted a new ultrasound picture of baby..i’m sorry to say that I don’t have any great ultrasound pics to share this time around…I was hoping da baby would take after me n be a camera girl,hehehe but she was a little on da shy side…She was lying on her tummy n we couldn’t get her to turn over to get a good picture of her face. wif that being said we couldn’t get a good image of his heart either. .da good news, everything seems healthy for all intents n purposes. We did get to see her beating heart,janji baby sihat-sihat aje kat dalam ye..
Our next appointment is 22ndNov 2011, maybe then I’ll have a good picture to post of her face….insyaAllah..
The baby is currently as impatient as we are, but we're telling her to slow down, hehe,how do I know she's impatient? Other than da scan that showed that she was too low, I often get small kicks on ma arm when I sleep at night. Those slight kicks are enough to keep me awake for a few minutes at least. :p
I have about 10 weeks left before the labour, insyaAllah, so I make sure I get everything ready to bring to the hospital. Inside the bag is all the stuffs (including my stuff and the baby) that I already packed since I was in ma 27weeks n I make sure I keep the bag safely inside the car. Well, you never know when the baby wants to come out. She might come out early, late or just in time. I just want to make sure I have everything that I need when the time comes. Hopefully everything will be fine. Wish me luck folks!:)

Vomitting has dissapeared,but....ehehehe..

Difficulty in sleeping...hoah.. I try to drink as much water as possible,as per wut kak nas bebeled to me..lalala.. Nk kna byk minum susu,but too bad i xdpt nk telan susu...even before preggy,sgt suka mnum susu..so i edy replaced ngn horlicks...hohoho..sbb,i always kena dgn cramps..erm..now mata sgtla mngtuk,but still,i cnt sleep,naim tgah study.... Nak kena start create shopping list for our newborn.. :) Basic thingy yg mak ckp kena ade : baby clothing... 1.bodysuits 2. Sleeping suits 3.swaddle 4.Booties,sock,n mittens.. Ok..to be cont,lets partay like s rock star..zzzzzzzzzzz.. :)

TEH TARIK dilarang untuk ibu mengandung!

I feel like some kind of dragon who could spit fire out of her mouth...it's horrible!! No matter what I eat or when I eat it, I always feel a burning sensation that I just can't deal with....maybe becoz of TEH TARIK time brekpes ngn big boss tadi… haisy..
baby Gaby oso has been extremely active…She punches and kicks all day long n I can barely sleep at night…I'm still peeing a million times a day, but I guess that's not so bad since I drink so much water during da day.
I have had a lot of *difficulty breathing*
I get very uncomfortable at night and also some weird nausea in ma sleep…Besides that, baby Gaby is pressing down ma bladder n I have to pee constantly...not fun!
A couple of days ago I felt horrible…I think she assumed a strange position and was making it very hard for me to breathe…I started to feel very dizzy a
My belly is still growing n it is very itchy…I'm hoping time starts to speed up because this is getting exhausting!!!!cant wait for it :)

~ma DOA n WISH for u~

Rabbi habli miladunka zuriatan tayiba, inaka sami u doa’. ‘Ya Allah kurniakanlah kami zuriat yang terbaik, sesungguhnya Kau mendengar doa kami’.

DOA UNTUK JANIN DALAM KANDUNGAN
1. Bismillaahir rahmaanir rahiim 2. Alhamdu lillaahi rabbilâaalamiin 3. Allaahumma shalli alaa sayyidinaa Muhammad 4. Thibbil quluubi wadawaaihaa 5. Waâ aafiyatil abdaani wa syifaa ihaa 6. Wanuuril abshaari wa dhiyaa ihaa 7. Waquutil arwaahi wagidzaa ihaa 8. Waâ alaa aalihi washahbihi wabaarik wa sallim 9. Allaahummahfazh waladaha maa daama fii bathihaa 10. Wasyifihii maâ a ummihi antasysyaafii laa syifaaa illaa syifaa uka syifaa an laa yugoodiru saqoman 11. Allahumma shawwirhu fii bathnihaa shuurotanhasanatan 12. Watsabbit qolbahu iimaanan bika wabiraa suulika 13. Allaahumma akhrijhu min bathni ummihi waqta walaadatihaa sahlan wasaliiman 14. Allahummajâ alhu shahiihan kaamilan waâ aaqilanhaa dziqan waâ aalimanâ aamilan 15. Allahumma thawwil umrahu washahhih jasadahu wahassin khuluqohu wafashshih lisaa nahu 16. Wa ahsin shautahu li qiraa atil hadiittsi wal qurâ aan 17. Warfaâ darojatuhu 18. Wawasiâ rijqahu 19. Wajalhu insaanan kaamilan saaliman fiddunya wal aakhirah 20. Bibarakati sayyidinaa Muhammaddin shallallaahuâ alaihi wasallam wal hamdu lillahi rabbilâ aalamiina Aamin, aamin aamin yaa robbal aalamin

Ertinya: 1. Dengan menyebut nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang 2. Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam 3. Ya Allah tambahkanlah kesejahteraan kepada penghulu kami Nabi Muhammad SAW 4. Sebagai pengobat dan penawar hatiku 5. Penyehat dan penyegar badanku 6. Sebagai Sinar dan cahaya pandangan mata 7. Sebagai penguat dan santapan rohani 8. Dan kepada keluarganya dan para sahabatnya berikanlah keberkahan dan keselamatan 9. Ya Allah semoga Engkau lindungi bayi ini selama ada dalam kandungan ibunya 10. Dan semoga Engkau memberikan kepada bayi dan ibunya Allah yang memberi kesehatan. Tidak ada kesehatan selain kesehatan Allah, kesehatan yang tidak diakhiri dengan penyakit lain 11. Ya Allah semoga Engkau ciptakan bayi ini dalam kandungan ibunya dengan rupa yang bagus 12. Dan semoga Engkau tanamkan hatinya bayi ini iman kepadaMu ya Allah dan kepada Rosul Mu 13. Ya Allah semoga Engkau mengeluarkan bayi ini dari dalam kandungan ibunya pada waktu yang telah ditetapkan dalam keadaan yang sehat dan selamat 14. YA Allah semoga Engkau jadikan bayi ini sehat, sempurna, berakal cerdas dan mengerti dalam urusan agama 15. Ya Allah semoga Engkau memberikan kepada bayi ini umur yang panjang, sehat jasmani dan rohani, bagus budi perangainya dan fasih lisannya 16. Serta bagus suaranya untuk membaca hadist dan Al Quran 17. Dan tinggikanlah derajatnya 18. Dan luaskanlah rizkinya 19. Dan jadikanlah bagi manusia yang sempurna selamat di dunia dan akhirat 20. Dengan berkahnya Nabi Muhammad SAW dan segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam

Dear Baby...

I hope to teach u that beauty always comes first from who we are, on da inside. Appearance n da way we carry ourselves can never turn ugly faster than when we act ugly from da inside..Sometimes people won't like u. And that is okay....u will never please everyone, n until u learn this, u will waste a lot of time trying to fulfill an image u see to be true in someone else's eyes...I hope to teach u to never be ashamed of who u are..."Be who u are, n say what u feel...coz those who mind, don't matter, n those who matter, don't mind." One day I will teach u to write n speak beautiful words...Ones that come from ur heart, n in turn, touch other people's hearts in da process....I will teach u to never compare who u are, what u have, or how u look to anyone around u...To be kind, thoughtful, compassionate, n caring towards every one n thing u come across...Every ant, leaf, person or thought deserves da same respect u wish to attain for urself....We have so much love to give u sayang....n for now, we are getting used to saying "our daughter."i love u sayang...

LOTs OF LOVE,

mummy n papa

from 1st trimester until now.... :)

When we talk bout pregnancy,of coz,len orang,len alahan..lain rasa..lain size..lain pantang kan..coz..every pregnancy is unique..It varies between individuals n for da same individual..it may vary each time u conceive.I'd read a few mommies' experience,dgr org cite n some I can relate to... So here are mine…I only have 3 months before due date…hehe…kejap je rasa..so I'd better up da whole journey all in one go..check it out! Alhamdulillah, I would consider maself lucky as ma 1st trimester was very gentle on me…There was minor nausea, but I think I still okey nak bandingkan ngn mak dulu2..alahan sgt teruk smpai boleh makan apple hijau n burger saje..but I slipped easily into boredomla, I find everything membosankan!Buat semua benda tak kena as I don't feel right doing anything n I couldn't get things right when I do something...ade je yg xkena..mood pon swing,(sorry eh syg,mmg awal2 pregnant I sgt malas nk menggodek dan xlarat nk berjimba2..thanks to u sbb sgt2 faham..dan sgt2 byk membantu,thanks sbb kemas2 kan umah,masak n buat sume keje yg ptutnye i buat ,I tau..bukan sume lelaki boleh jadi suami mcm u..i love u naim!n luckily..2nd trimester is pretty heavenly..da selera sket even xmampu nk makan banyak..now I'm in the 3rd,it's all different journey (with da *comel* little us inside me)…now I sgt rajin nak kemas rumah,nak cantik2 kan umah,sgt2 xboleh duduk diam..suka masak n try mcm 2 recipe…hehehe…but da worst thing about 1st trimester until now was da fatigue…balik keje,lps mandi smyg,trus tido..sgtlah awal..sometimes nangis sbb lenguh2..mr husband pon risau..kesian beliau,sorry eh sbb cengeng..ehehe…I noticed I akan sakit badan/sendi bila tak bergerak...sengal2..so I have to move all da time,now,kat opis,bila petang je sakit pinggang sbb menghadap PC je dr pagi….time tido,katil mmg penuh dgn bantal..ahahah..haila..mcm2 kan..but I believe tat,mmg sume yg preggy msti ade msg2 pnya style :) now still da same..fatigue,cumanya..da boleh stay up sampai 12 mcm tu,layan movie sume…da boleh start mengaji n baca yassin,xmcm dlu..tengah smyg pon *bluekk bluekk..tp yg xbest..da 3rd trimester ni tengah sedap tido,tetiba cramp…uih,sakitnye sgt2 la xdpt nk cope..mr husband akan bangun,tlg urut slow2 until ok,kdg2 cepat,kdg2 lmbt,padahal,before pregnant xprnah kenal ape itu CRAMP..hohohoho…Doc kate sbb kurang calcium,kena banyakkan minum susu,so now I da start makan calcium (tablet) n calcium (yoghurt)..nak minum susu??oh noo…xdpt..even before ni aku juara minum susu,tp da preggy,ape jadi?? ><”Yg paling aku duk gila2 sekarang,air kelapa..fuhhh…hari2 naim akan belikan aku air kelapa..sedap,bagus jgk sbb dalam air kelapa pon ade calcium :)
Soklan paling common org tanye aku…bila mengandung ni..TIDO CAMNE?Act I simply can't sleep. Sometimes ngantuk gila tapi takleh lelap. sometimes I was so tired I slept as early as 9pm, tp terjaga midnite, dah takleh tido sampai pukul 3. Terjaga tapi tak larat nak buat apa2. Kot la boleh mengemas or do some laundry or ironing ke apa kan? Terkebil2 je atas katil sambil main BB,mase pregnant,earlier stage aku lansung xpandang Ipad ok..sgt malas nak menggodek nye,padahal,before dapat bukan men excited,now barula sebok godek2…. Haha…pasal mimpi2 pon boleh tahan mengarutnya. Rasa macam tidur bayi yang terganggu sbb bila pagi, malas bangun & cranky…hehehe.. :PMakan plak mcm mane?Menangis sebab sangat mengidam nak makan asam pedas n sambal belacan mak..apekan nasib,time tu mak pon balik kampong..xde kat umah :( cite pasal makan ni,1st trimester n 2nd trismester, I was so in love with fish…Bukan ikan dlm bentuk ikan, but more like laksa, sandwich tuna mcm tu..Dislikes chicken, loves meat & fruits!sangat susah sbb xleh bau n masuk even dengar or Nampak KFC,MCD,BURGER KING or sume yg sewaktu dgnnya sbb akan loya gila!malam2 xleh nak tapau makan kat luar sangat,so sangatlah bertuah sebab MR HUSBAND PANDAI MASAK,so beliau la yg masakkan setiap,thanks syg…erm..so far..awal2..I don't fancy anything sweet…But I can't resist carbonated drinks, before pregnant was not so into it..tp ni da masuk 3rd trismester..hehe,magnum icecream mcm nak hari2,now dlm fridge mmg ade choc icecream..sgt jatuh cinta dgn choc cake Dato’harun..pergh….melting~1st trimester until now jugak, whatever I drank, didn't go through my digestive system. Minum air, terus air tu masuk bladder. I had to go to the toilet every 5 minutes. Ok tipu. But it was more or less like that…hahaha,yelah..xboleh tahan kencing..nanti dpt urine effection.. :pBaju plak??? Since ma bump was not so big, I got to wear ma daily working sampai sekarang,da masuk 6bulanmak pesan..~belilah mengikut saiz yang sepatutnya - sbb u might not grow as big as u think u would..ngehh..now,I byk beli legging,sbb sluar sgt xslesa nk pakai yg biasa sbb I nye size before ni 26-27..lani xdptla..act baju pony g xs,s xdpt pakai jugk..unless yg stretchable..okey saje..smlm je baru dug out my closet, rupanya banyak baju cantik yang sesuai dipakai lagi... :)
erm,abes pasal baju,makan,alahan,bla bla..now pasal planning bot our newborn..its neva too soon to start rite ..lalala..xsabar nk shopping more for baby :) tp ape yg duk kitorang duk pikir2 skrg adalah pasal sape nak jaga baby??><'Should we hire a maid?Full time/ part time?
Is it necessary?Do we have any other options?Since i got to know that i'm pregnant, having a maid or ‘makcik yg boleh jaga baby’ is one of the major thing that occupies my mind.... how can we cope with a ..1. Resignhmmmm.... for some reason, some husbands/wifes prefer this option the best as the mother will always be the best caretaker of their children.... * the thought of me resigning is not an option... at least not now.. :) money is one thingla,sbb keje senang,gaji ade..keje plak bukan yg kena bawak balik umah,even nak kena pikir balik umah pn..... more important, i don't think i can live without working... :) without earning ma own money.... without having my own circle of life/ friends,budak2 opis,akak2 sume sangat2 la baik tau,mmg xmungkin aku brenti :) .... – 2. Mak jaga??Firstly, i need to say this... i'm blessed and grateful to have a MIL..who is very caring in a lot of ways... just like ma mum... :) so.. i'm not gonna take advantage of this...- Fact: No nenek in this world will say NO to jaga cucu... seriously... if we ask, definitely she'll say YES! ok, let's say we do send the baby to her... meaning by 9am, she will need to feed him, bath him, burp him and bla bla bla... until 6pm! everyday! i don't think i have a heart to let her do that... mcm xnak susahkan mak!plus,mak sngat active dgn projek kraftangan beliau..kalo ade cucu nanti bolehke die nak teruskan hobi menggodek2 bunga dan sebagainya?urmm…tp mak memang da offer dari awal,xnak cucu kena buli kat taska n org yg tak kenal jaga katenye..urm..mcm mane ni…3. Leave the baby at nursery - So many cases of baby died while in nursery! scarrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!ni nak kena carik betul2..haila..untie depan umah plak non muslim,pon ade offer nak jaga..tp mmg a BIG NO la kan.. 4. Hire a maidSo many scary stories too... runaway maid and etc...- Mostly indonesian maid hor... hmm... how about Cambodian maid? not many horror stories yet hor...dear all.. please be informed that all the above facts/ thoughts are merely from me, myself and i... you are not obliged to follow... and those thoughts and decision are made to cater to ma needs.. ma situation... other people might not find ma solution is da best.. so feel free to explore ur own options... but think wise... with ur HEAD, not your HEART! *wink* don't be selfish and not to lenient either! if you have other suggestions/ opinions in mind... feel free to share as well... i think it would help a lot of new parents to be to cope with this situation....
another thing is....
Mama, Mummy, Umi, Ibu, Mak or What should I call maself to ma lil baby nnt? Hihihi...It sounds weird tho as I'm going to be a mom tak lama lagi... excitednye coz now ma turn to call maself those miracle words nie..if lani panggil mak,'mak' n MIL 'ma'husband dah start calling ourself as;me ---> mummyhusband ---> papa
i suke 'mummy'...It sounds like comelness je membahasakan diri mummy.. Like mcm manja2 gitu...And I like if my husband bahasakan diri dia papa!
.. So, it would be something like "Hi baby...mummy and papa tak sabar nak jumpa baby nanti.."hohoho..sungguh panjang entry kalini..lalala....I'd better continue in the next post..ekekek..
Dear Baby,Papa and mummy tak sabar nak tunggu baby.. We always chitchat how baby will look like.. more to papa,or mummy..hehehe..hihihi.. never mind.. take ur time.. we'll see u this January ok.. InsyaAllah...Love,mummy & papa :* mmuaahh!

fairy tales are true,i love u sayang...

26/9/1999-2011~A year passed since da day we married...Easily da best year of ma life. ..coz u were right there next to me tiap2 hari....I wake up happy because u are there by ma side- handling u Milo pagi-pagi,ur breath,n ur sweet smile...da kawen rupenye kita..hehehe..1998,masa kita darjah 5,1 kelas..dan segalanya bermula..xsangka cinta zaman kanak2 tu kekal sampai ke saat ini..semoga akan berkekalan sampai syurga hendaknya ..Amen...

banyak benda yg kita da go thru sesama...suka,duka..bkn mudah nak sampai ke tahap ni,alhamdulillah,beribu liku yang kita lalui,disini kita akhirnya..semoga cinta dan kasih sayang antara kita berkekalan..selamanya..insyaAllah...

now pejam celik,pejam celik..cite sal our baby plak..baby da nak masuk 24-25 WEEKS,sgt takot dgn due date..sbb last time aku x tick da 1st day of ma last period day,ngehh..sorry baby for ur mummy careless :(

so now,mmg totally depends on ape doc cakap..xpela..janji every month since 6 weeks mummy go for check up :)

so no issue syg...berat mummy da naik 10 kg -+,before pregnant 44kg,now 55kg,huyyoo..tp still ramai tegur badan xnaik..risau sbb ma expectation,each of everyone yg mengandung tu mstila chubby,bru baby sihat,rupenye..tett..salah..doctor kate...xde masalah kalo xgemuk,its good,janji cukup sume..bp,hb n glucose sume mantain..hehehe,so okeyla..lagipun,aku ni baruje masuk 6mth..tggula time ready to pop aku da besar mane..sbb now da memang xde morning sickness,muntah2..aku sangat2 berselera okeh..hehehe.. :)

so now post kali ni sgt2 la bercampur aduk..sbb da lame sgt2 xupdate blog...hehe...first pasal raye.. :)

R A Y A

mcm biasa..1st raya umah MIL,no issue,sbb umah kami sgt2la dekat..tp,agak penat sbb nak kena naik turun tangga dr first floor - 2nd floor nak ke dapo..-3rd floor bila nak touch up kat bilik bila bedak da cair,ekeke..plus,tahun ni xde maid,maid kena hantor balik due to xbrape rajin buat keje..haha..

penat mmg penat..tp sgt happy sbb bkn senang nak berkumpol ramai2 mcm ni..lepas settle salam2 session kat umah MIL,trus gerak p umah family aku plak..hehe,xsempat nak jmpa dgn ramai makcik+pakcik aku jgk...tu yg sedih,so lepak2 makan2 smpai kembang kat umah mak..petang baru balik umah mil sbb malam tu ke kuantan umah SIL aku,kakma..bla bla..cite pasal raya hanyalah pasal makanan,jalan2,n duit raya..penat tp happy.. :)

xsempat nak beraya umah kawan2 sgt pon tahun ni,member2 jela yg dtg umah..thanks to sume yg dtg eh :)

syg korang...

next year jgn lupe *duit raye untuk naili's jr..*hahaha.. :)

thanks to untie azie sbb merealisasikan impian nk makan soto,bkn stkat soto sedap,dpt mkn special homemade choc cake n puding laici lagi..sedap sgt2 okey..4 mangkuk soto habes,brape slice choc cake ntah..puding lagi..n tak lupe thanks to kak ma n kak nora sbb temankan saye ke sana :)

balik kl lepas da bercuti seminggu..cnt raye kat KL plak..jalan2,byk kenduri kawen..tp yg kitorang p umah lecturer aku saje..Puan Ayu yg gorjes :)

gathering reramai gang2 artist,pastu cont raye ke Melaka umah asyu,thanks again kat en.suami sbb kasi green light sayang p sane..hehe,thanks to untie asyu,ice,juju n ieka yg jaga mummy spanjang perjalanan *balik kampung* kita..u guys are awesome!^teringat time jalan2 kat dataran pahlawan,jonker walk n lepaking kat Klebang's coconut shake^ (sume nak pandang perot saye yg bolat dengan muka yg pelik) p/s:ye..saye pregnant,dan saye dah kawen ye semua.. :)

thanks to mak asyu sbb byk bagi nasihat+petua2 yg sgt2 la berguna..thanks to mak ice jugak sbb masakkan saye sambal sotong bila saye teringin :(

thanks to along sbb kasi baby book tu,sbb rekemen doc yg sgt2 best kat Salam Specialist,sgt2 membantu...!syg korang sgt!

thanks to yaya n mimo..almost 1 yr xjmpa..n now..3 hari kita pulun lepak sma...thanks temankan mummy smpai 1-2 am..thanks sgt2 tau..thanks sbb belikan mop untuk ibu mengandung jgk...ekeke,sgt mnyenang kan keje papa naim bila nak mop lantai :)

ehehe...raye ke 2 as Mr naim n Mrs Naim :)

surprise birthday party special for untie ice :)

with ma SIL,yaya :) raye raye raye!

:) untie shida,syiok ke peluk perut mummy lepas da sumbat 4 mangkuk soto,ehehe..

maracca..here we are :)

puan ayu yg gorjes :)

ohey,ni gambar mummy lepas berbuka :)

24 weeks :)

thanks to papa,sbb masakkan cepegeti untuk malam party tu..sume cakap sedap..as usual :)

ohey,last minute shopping due to mummy xdpt masuk mall mase 4mths pregnant,ni pon paksa diri sbb nak raye sakan jugak,yeboo..finally,dapat baju n kasut raya jugak!thanks syg temankan i sampai 2 hari berturut2 mencari :)

MY S A Y A N G

sangat2 la membantu sepanjang aku pregnant,dr memasak,mengemas,semua..dielah yg buat sume,masak,masak,dan masak,kemas,dan kemas,dan kemas,jaga coco n cici..sume die,bkn mudah kan jadi suami..thanks syg,tau..BUKAN SEMUA LELAKI dapat buat ape yg u da buat,n buat until now..syg sgt2 bersyukur...semoga semuanya kekal selamanya..thanks sgt2 tau :)

gedik!

K E R J A

okey..kerja..

masa mula2 pregnant,nyaris nak brenti keje..sbb sgtlah seksa..muntah2..sume2..xlarat..tp nasib bek kuat smgt..now da okey..alhamdulillah,performance x drop even pregnant,rezeki baby..dpat bonus,n top 4 dalam department,alhamdulillah..thanks to ma Boss..Sharina yg sgt2 byk tolong,xlupa ma lovely personal TL *kak nass syg!hehehe..thanks kak nass sbb slalu tlg mummy belikan makan,jaga mkn minum+pantang larang sume tu..

n luckily sume gang2 opis sgt2 membantu,gordon,hanna,ieja,shasha..thanks yah..love u all!

now da boleh turun cafe sendiri,da xde alahan bau2 dah :)

mummy nak keje lagi rajin dan rajin dan rajin..baby jgn nakal2 tau :)

LOTs of Love,

iliey

There is always a first for everything, right? p/s:my husband..my first love...hehe..n this year is da first Ramadhan for me fasting and being pregnant at the same time...17 weeks and it is perfectly safe for me to fast, as per my doctor said. However, in the event that I am not up to it, I can always break fast...But I am trying to fast for as long as I can and for as many days as I can... But alhamdulillah, all is fine so far, except that i felt extremely sleepy during the day, which I think is normal regardless whether you are fasting or not…bahaha ..I was neither hungry nor thirsty. But still feeling nauseous and dizzy and having any other symptoms that require me to break fast….yah o know..i can't use the excuse of being pregnant to break fast ..but wut to do?alhamdulillah. however, so far, i've not performed terawih prayers yet as i will be short of breath, semput and i feel so uncomfortable after eating. i did not eat that much but every time i eat, i will feel breathless, thanks to my growing baby. Any position i sit is not comfortable. *sigh* i hope i will be able to go through this holy month without any problems and Insha’Allah, i hope to fast for the whole month. may this holy month of Ramadhan bring blessings to all of us and may all our prayers are answered by Allah swt.
*the part where I am having a hard time looking for maternity work clothes..went to KLCC..yesterday,I've started wearing maternity pants though..bought from Modernmum boutique,design baju kat modernmum sgtlah tidak memberansangkan..so,skrg ni baju still boleh pakai mane yg ade saje..hekhekhek..even berat da naik 49.7 :erm.. thanks to MIL coz belanja i handbag :),n thanks ti mu mum sbb belikan maternity dress untuk kaklong pakai mase raye nanti :)

thanks to cik abg for duit shopping raye..bukan duit raye lg eh,duit raye kena kasi pagi2 raye..ekeke.. :) love u all!
p/s:They are (maternity legging) super comfy but I still have trouble finding suitable formal work clothes...
~sigh~I know I shouldn't be worrying that much but sometimes I can't help it. I'm glad that my husband is very supportive and he has been very patient in dealing with my crankiness, mood swings and all that jazz. One of the good thing about being pregnant is that you can always say that it's the hormones haha. .of course, I love him anyway and I love him with all my heart. No one else could love me and treat me the way he does and I am forever thankful for that...

haila..ni post dalam draft masa aku 5 weeks..lani da 17 weeks..

~post ter peram~ ni mase baby baru 5 weeks..mula2 tau ade baby dalam perut :)

How Far Along: 5 weeks


Total Weight Gained/Loss: almost 3 lbs


Maternity Clothes: not yet but I cant wait!


Sleep: it seems to be where I am most, so tired all the time!


Best Moment of the Week: telling close friends and seeing how excited they get for us knowing how hard of a time we have had


Movement: not yet but cant wait


Food Craving: not much yet but pickles do sound and taste good


Food aversions: nothing


Morning sickness: a little nauseous but nothing too bad


Gender: not yet, we will find out in a about 15 or so weeks


Labor Signs: hopefully not for a long time


Belly Button: *.*


What I miss: having energy and not being so tired


What I'm looking forward to: our first ultrasound for this month *.*


Wisdom: "Do not worry about anything,instead, pray about everything"


Milestones: just finding out we are having a baby after all our wait, amazing!

Special gift from my Husband,for my BIRTHDAY :)

okey...as i mentioned before..dapat juge akhirnye *ipad 2*yang menjadi idaman..sgt2 surprise,sbb niat dihati nak beli sendiri,tp xde stok..kan..so delay2..naseb bek la xde stok..FOC dr mr Sayang lagi bagus :)

okey,positive preganant!!!yabeda beddu!!!!alhamdulillah..syukur alhamdulillah..*hadiah paling bermakna untuk tahun ni..

Wondering what I’m talking about? Well I will tell you…

I am pregnant..n tomorrow is ma B-day...

Yep, it’s out there now..I am 5 weeks 3 days pregnant...I’m writing this ahead it’s on May 21..

So this is another way,actually getting to announce it, because it’s making me crazy not to tell anyone..ngehh..rase macam nak bagitau 1 dunia..

Hubby knows of course..I told him da same day I took da test, which came back positive in less than 10 seconds..then,call ma mak,huhu,1st mak xcaye..ekeke..mak da nak jadik nenek,yohooooo...mak aku suh p klinik dlu mcm mane skalipun then baru puas hati..tp mak aku plak cakap..pregnancy test tu mmg da 99% betul..so?hehehe..aku da nangis2 terharu gile time tu..nangis sambil gelak..apekah gile kan?naim da heboh 1 opis,da gtau kat ma mother in law..akak2 ipar..sume..wah..laju kan..excited nye beliau nak jadi papa ye..:),mummy pun excited tau..

excited sgt2,,act..happyyy sgt2...lepas je makcik aku tau,terus die g post kat wall aku..since tat,non stop ramai yg wish mcm2..happy sgt2,Thank you to every single one of u who take da time out to read ma rambles, tweet me, facebook me, email me, bbm me...Thank you, thank you, thank you.hehehe...I'm so happy that tomorrow is ma birthday and I'm still living in this world..tahun ni mmg paling MEANINGFUL..surprise party yang sangat2 mmg buat aku terkejut..coz..i had no clue at all...plus..dpt lagi si sexy Paddy Pad 2 from ma husband,tp 27hb baru smpai Malaysia,delayed on shipping,so..mase surprise party baru ni aku baruje dapat smart cover.....n byk lagi gifts dari kwn2 yang len..gmbr2 sume aku masuk kat fb..kat blog,he3,tunggu eh..

so..urm,I am 5 weeks pregnant but what's happening in me? Right now, it's not outwardly obvious that I'm pregnant..da only physical change I can clearly see is... bigger boobies! Woohoo!HAHA! They're also a little sensitive, so Mr Papa has to be careful when hugging me…I'm also feeling more fatigued than usual..mengah..aku tataula ni mind set or wut..but da truth is mmg aku mcm cepat penat la..kat opis pun before aku check n da sah positive..esp si hanna,byk kali..dari naim baru balik dari PD die duk slalu ckp die pasan aku mcm swing..ehehe..so hanna,u kawen sekarang sbb u sangat pandai..ekeke..,pastu si Sharath, si ONYON…aka megan aka shasha..urm,si onyon dgn muka yg bersungguh-sungguh..kepelikan,tanye aku,okey x..okey x..napeni,nape ili..terharu kan..kan..kak nass..n si cik nen..sume nye pasan yang mcm ade yang xkena..

“iliey,u pasan x yang u skrg ni mcm swing je…mood u mcm susah nak bajet”

“iliey,nape u Nampak lain ek,mcm..diam je..u xhappy eh?”

“nikili..nape ni..nape ni..napeni..sinila..sinila..sembang la..citela..citela..”

“iliey,gambar mase surprise birthday party tu nmpk ko mcm pregnant sbb peluk ballon mcm tu..”

"iliey mengandung tu..die mengandung tu..* (masin mulut minah ni)~asyu

ade sorang kwn skola aku..si meen namenye..tetiba say hi kat chat fb,n tanye..ili,da pregnant eh?”

hebat kan dorang :)

happy sangat-sangat neh..but seriously,*I still can't believe da test came out positive.. I can't believe it because so many people told me they took a few tries to get it n this was our first proper try...So right now, I'm praying and hoping that da little one sticks around for da next 8-9 months!Alhamdulillah…syukur..semoga sumenye baik-baik aje..amin..doakan aku ye kawan2 sume..

so..ma whole world has changed…I'm suddenly aware that another life is dependent on me (dun worry baby,mummy jage baby betul2 tau)…n I've started making changes to ma diet,I've started eating more fruits (wasn't too keen on them before), I make sure I get ma daily dose of calcium, fresh fruits and veges…I drink lots of fluids and limit ma intake of tea and coffee…as per mak said..kena stop minum coke sume tu..makan yg berkhasiat je,jgn bagi perut kosong..sbb baby kena makan cukup,kak nass pun pesan..every month kena naik 1kg..woot woot..xpela,demi baby,aku xkisah jadik gemuk mane pun,janji nanti lepas deliver,pantang betul2..i adore u lyn...kalo ko tengok makcik ni,korang xkan caye da ade anak sorang..tau,slim gitu..tp mmg kena betul2 pantang..pantang sume okey.. :)thanks lyn..

so..lets cont..I know that at this stage da "baby" is still just an embryo n is about da size of an apple pip,(I can't eat apples now thinking about this!)~tipuje..ahaha...but I've started to visualize a happy n safe pregnancy, a safe labour and a healthy, happy child…I figured it's never too early to start bonding with da baby!wuthca say bila hati ni da berkobar-kobar gembira kan?hikhikhik..To ma wonderful family n friends,I want to extend a huge n heartfelt thank u..to u..yes u.. n ur prayers for me..Of all da things I have learned, is that I have a huge support network of people surrounding me...Thank u for ur concern, ur BBMs, ur emails, ur phone calls n just about a big hug for da support...

p/s:sangat-sangat terharu bila tengok husband,kawan-kawan baik menangis kegembiraan..sayang u all!!!

Surprise Birthday Party in advance!Love it!Thanks sayang...

yeayyy!happy birthday to me!!

thanks to ma MR SAYANG!Love u so much!

thanks to gang2 artis jugak..love u all!

hadiah terkumpul..ehehe..

paling surprise,i got this suppa cool ipad 2 smart cover,time surprise birthday party,ipad 2 tu xsampai ag..ehehe..

kesayangan :)

love it!

ni special dari boss..lepas tau aku positive pregnant :)

new PC from MAXIS sdn bhd,hehe..from Dell to Lenovo:)

from ma hubby juge..ehehe,*mantainance* da ade orang jaga afta getting married,lala..

from KPMC..thanks dr dayang :)

from kak nass sayang..act i dpt blouse yg cantik jugak..cume pitcha error,tatau nape..prob mase nak upload :( thanks kak nass!

from jujubes n mr jujubes,special mari from bandung,thanks sayang!

thanks ice and asyu sayang :)

thanks to Mr Sayang juge..ekeke... :)

hanna...seriously i sangat suka dengan Blook accessories ni!!thanks hanna sayang!

thanks sharath for de ice cream cake!sgt sedap!

thanks sayang for semua cake yang cute2 u belikan :)

thanks to ma team!

oso a big thanks to ma department!

:)

14/05/2011~ There I was, coming home from a long day of work,cheh....(10-2pm ony)i'm thinking it was just going to be another lonely day until 6pm since naim ckp die kena p opis n maybe balik lmbt sbb nak kena monitor gang2 bangla n pakistan buat keje..tp aku okey saje sbb ade Coco, but...???when all of a sudden I get ambushed by what would turn out to be da best surprise party of all time!hahahaha...ketar jari jemari,n lutut mak nyah..hahaha..serius..bila tengok..ade byk ballon kat lantai..and ade gantung *HAPPY BIRTHDAY*kat wall...pergh..cmni asa usul citenye...mase kat opis,ieja ade tanye Mala "ade dpt email tu x,n nak pergi x"sumpah aku dengar tp mcm xbrape confident..cam..erm..lantakla..ade aku kisah..ekeke..pastu dgr si ieja on da phone ngan shasha,mmg betul aku bkn bz body ogey..tp kalo da kat floor baru 3 org..i mean,kat cubicle kitorang tu..aku rase semut kentut pun aku dengar(tipuje)hehehe...kan..dahla sore si karisma ni mcm pakai ~pembesar sore..haha..sorry ieja..inilah kenyataan..sore mak memang kuat nyah..haha...

pastu aku mcm..xpela..let go..sbb sptutnye aku kuar lepak ngn ieja n hanna kat pyramid then around 5 lepak ngn ice n asyu..tp tetiba hanna EL sbb nye sakit,ni buah tgn hanna dpt p men Disco Rollerblade kat subng avenue haritu,aku patutnye nk join,tp naim xkasi sbb aku demamxbaik2 agie..okey..so,hanna p hosp..ieja pun xjadik kuar lepak...then naim offer aku lepak kat opis ngn die..teman die buat report sume..aku mmg xleh masuk site sbb mmg xboleh la kan..then,aku gtau ieja sume settle lpas ieja ckp nk lepak umah die je..aku sms si dak ice, kate lam kul 4-5..aku okey je..sbb naim on je..bla bla..aku dgn perut yg lapar bbm cik abg sayag mintak beliau tapaukan luch kat sekichan..act aku ajak die lunch terusla..tp die kate nak tapau..tp nak makan kat umah..aku mcm..urm,okey..maybe keje die ade PIC len yg tlg..so,da masuk kete aku tanyela nape xde bau nasik n ikan bakar tu pun (sbb perut tgh lapar kan..)mase ni aku duk intai2 kat seat blkg..kosong..xde pun..ish pelik nye..pastu naim jwb la..die da anto umah sbb tadi die balik tukar baju dlu..aku mcm..urm..okey lagi...wah wah..propaganda kan?ekeke..aku mcm malas nak pikir..so da nak smpai umah...dari bawah aku dengar sore Coco miaw2..pelik..sbb die xkan bising melainkan ade org.so aku menyuarakan la perasaan pelik aku kat naim..erm.naim yg mmg sah xpandai menipu ni pun jawabler :alah...Coco miaw2 sbb dengar ade org kot...

aku mcm..hoh?tp aku pikir..ogey..maybe ade org bising buat renovation ke ape kan...

pastu die pass kunci umah yang ade ngan die kat aku..aku mcm..alahai..nape plak..ehehehe..sambil mencebik manja aku ambik..then.....

So I pushed open da door, n there they were,all ma frens just standing right there...haha..

SURPRISE!!!!!!!then dorang nyanyikan 'happy birthday to u....happy birthday to u,happy birthday to ilie,happy birthday to u........hahaha..serius mcm nak nangis..bila aku tgok muka naim..aku rasa mcm nak peluk die tanak lepas...erm...i love you so much sayang!!!!!!!!n to all my frens...thank u so much!!!!ilove u all guys!

*I am so blessed to have u sayang,to be frens wif da most amazing!I had no CLUE wut was goin on at all!I really love ma birthday party in advance!suppa surprise!sayang,u r successfully make me feel so touched,ILY!*

It was wonderful to be surrounded by all of da people (a few of ma frenza who live out of state n some who live out of country), who have impacted ma life on such a deep scale...da party itself and the ability to be with these people was a gift in itself...ilovemyHUSBAND...iloveHIMso much!!

p/s:pitcha nanti i upload lagi ye :) *time ni da preggy 5 weeks,tp xsedar..patutla mood saye sangatla swing!